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Well i havent updated in a while because i didnt wantto be typing the same thing every night about how crap i feel and blah blah blah because, and lets face it, no one wants to read about how crap i am feeling.
the last week has been a bit crazy.
went on a binge and was drunk for the whole week.
took rachel to Reading on thursday and she had the abortion. hmm.
friday i went to James' house in westminster and stayed there until today. we went to a metal club on friday night/saturday morning at the mean fiddler. i got drunk, as per usual, and had a good time for once. there were sexy goths there <3
woke up at 1pm saturday, got food, went to hammersmith so see slayer/slipknot. christ on a speedboat. such a good gig. so damn heavy. my ears are still ringing. pit wasnt up to much. i was pooping my pants about it as i thought old fat bald metal heads would be killing each other during slayer but there werent THAT many. Slipknot blew me away. so inch perfect and enthusiastic. i moshed my bum off to them and only got elbowed once :)
woke up at 12pm today and went to camden. bought this CD <3 and some green hair dye. not much but it was a nice change from shitty guildford town centre. didnt get my eyebrow pierced because i had run out of money. soon i will though. i will.
hair doesnt look so good right now, but i need to see it in natural light. meh. if its shit its shit.
Today would have been mine and Ami's one year aniversary. weird. i still miss her so much. this week i've been dreaming of her nightly. just wish i wasnt such a shit person.
ah well.
so there you go...
...i am still emo.
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[10 Jun 2004|06:38pm] |
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So i havent updated porperly for a while. No big deal really. I jsut couldn't be assed :)
Not much has happened in the real world of Phil. I went to the pub on tuesday but didn't get pissed. I went round Jo's to do some media revision on wednesday but she only wanted sex so I left. Today I have meant to be doing media revision but I can't be assed. If I fail, I fail. I don't care anymore. College can suck my balls.
Lulu hates me again. Hmm.
Katie is coming to see me on saturday. So excited :D
So 3 hour media exam tomorrow morning. Fuck it. Might not even go to it.
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[09 Mar 2004|05:29pm] |
Stolen from kel182
LAST PERSON WHO..
. Slept in your bed: me, other than that Ami
. Saw you cry: dunno.
. Made you cry: doesnt matter.
. Spent the night at your house: Ami
. You shared a drink with: Ben, Steve
. You went to the movies with: Ami
. You went to the mall with: ben poon and ami
. Yelled at you: myself
. Sent you an e-mail: Jen
. Said they were going to kill you: Jim
HAVE YOU EVER..
. Said "I love you" and meant it? yes
. Been to New York? yes
. Been to Florida? no
. Hawaii? no
. Mexico? no
. Danced naked? no.
. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day? no
. Got a really bad feeling about something then it happened? yes
. Wish you were the opposite sex? no
. Had an imaginary friend? yeah, Max
This or That..
. Red or blue? blue
. Spring or fall? fall
. Santa or Rudolph? santa
. Math or English? Englisssh
. What are you going to do after you finish this survey? Wonder why I wasted my time on it
. What was the last food you ate? crisps
. Are you bored? Uber
. How many buddies are on? 3 maybe
. Last movie you saw? austin powers 2
. Last noise you heard? my wife and kids
. Do you have a crush on someone? yes.
. Do they know? Yes
. What's his/her name? too many names
. What do you think of ouija boards? fun
. What book are you reading now? burton on burton
. What's on your mouse pad? i dont have one
. Favourite magazine? i dont read.
Worst feeling in the world? grief
. What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? fuck this *snore*
. Future daughter's name? dunno
. Future son's name? dunno
. Chocolate or vanilla? Vanilla
. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? no
. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? animator
. Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? left.
. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? huh?
. Your Hair Color: poo.
. Eye Colour: Blue
. Height Currently: 6ft4
. Weight Currently: 13 stone
. Glasses/contacts: both
. Current Age: Seventeen years old, 10 months and 9 days
. Location: my house
. College Plans: dont get me started
. Any Piercings: Nope
. Best Friends: Yup
. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Yup
. Hobbies: Yup
. What Type Automobile Do You Drive: clio
. Are You Timely Or Always Late: late.
STUFF ..
. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: love is strong.
. Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: yes
. A "Type" Of Person you always go after: girls deemed 'different'
. Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: yes
. Are You Lonely Right Now: yep
. Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: yep
. Do You Want To Get Married: Yes, yes I do.
. Do You Want Kids: Yes, yes I do.
FAVORITE ..
. Room In house: my room.
. Type of music: the ones i like
. Song: too many to mention.
. Memory: too many
. Day Of The Week: friday
. Color: Black
. perfume or colonge: Being a male, cologne
. Flower: black rose
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU:
. Cried: Nope
. Bought Something: yeah, food.
. Gotten Sick: no
. Sang: Yes
. Said I Love You: yes
. Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: no
. Met Someone New: yep
. Moved On: I never can
. Talked To Someone: Yep
. Had A Serious Talk: Yes
. Missed Someone: Yes
. Hugged Someone: Yes
. Kissed Someone: no
. Fought With Your Parents: no
. Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: yep
. Had a lot of sleep: No
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[19 Jan 2004|03:37pm] |
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not much to say really.
college was ok. didnt do much.
home now. eaten 8 packets of crisps.
bored too.
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[01 Jan 2004|02:08pm] |
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oh yes, and happy new year everyone :) xxx
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[31 Dec 2003|02:57am] |
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Incubus ][ Deep Inside |
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so i'm still awake....said it wouldnt be an early night for me....
i hope things between me and Ami are ok.
such a funky Incubus song <3
Drunk Lulu <3
sarah just went...she pretty....damn pretty.....hmm.
i think i have a problem with women. i like too many....
i could name them all, but i would be here a long time and i think i could actually get to sleep right about now....maybe another time dear reader, as i know you are SO eager to find out :D
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[28 Dec 2003|12:14am] |
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[23 Dec 2003|11:39pm] |
You are Gambit!
You are a fierce fighter and a good friend to have.
Your preference for solitude and your
attractiveness make you very intriguing to
those you meet. Unfortunately, close
relationships are few and far between for you
because you often have trouble opening up to
others.
Which X-Men character are you most like?
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[23 Dec 2003|11:17am] |
You're Gish Billy! You've been dropping tons of
acid and you've got your hair all in your face.
Uhm...go you?
Which Billy Corgan Are You?
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| Missing you broke my life, hoping that you feel the same...It's all over now, you've killed me... |
[23 Dec 2003|10:50am] |
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InMe ][ Firefly |
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I havent listened to InMe for a while so i thought I'd give it ago. not bad, but wont listen to them again for a while though...
looking at them they are pretty boys and more than likely love themselves...except the drummer, but most drummers in bands are ugly arent they?
I woke up about half an hour ago. went to sleep at about 2am.
I'm going to town to do some last minute crimbo shopping, need more things for Ami, Stepdadio and Grandparents. so many people, so little moolah :(
I got given an Evanescence poster yesterday, its good because it's only got Amy Lee on it and she is looking oh so pretty.
I got Freya's cards yesterday, thank you very much, i have forgotten to post mine so all those TWO people that wanted one, sorry, will be a little late :)
This evening me and my sister (with Craig watching) willl wrap the remaining presents I have for everyone, I'm not very good at wrapping, rapping yes, i rawk and should be oh so black, but wrapping no I am nothing but poor. This is shown by the presents under the tree already that I have done....I put them at the back so no one can see the mess that I made of them :)
So there is my day planned, I might pop on here later to wish those online a happy christmas as I am out tomorrow night. But if i dont, everyone have a good one :D
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[22 Dec 2003|01:28am] |
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so tonight has dragged on a bit. shouldve been in bed hours ago. ah well.
thank you zaya for making my new eljay look yummeh :D she told me to say that she is very talented...so i jsut did.... :P
spoke to her all night and sarah too. no laura :(
lulu mentioned dee earlier and now i cant stop thinking about her. i miss her. havent spoken to her in such a long time... :(
right, will go to be dlistening to pumpkins...or damien rice...i cant decide......erm....damien rice i think..yes.
goodnight and i will update tomorrow night...arent you lucky
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[17 Dec 2003|11:38pm] |
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hmm, i feel like a rant.
someone who i thought i knew has got a real attitude problem at the moment and is being, quite frankly, a cunt.
rant over.
Freya was upset earlier so i cheered her up :)
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oh yes
the stoopid ugly cats have stoopid ugly SHIT names
....Dyson and Dusty....
how gay?
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[17 Dec 2003|09:33pm] |
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so today i got out of bed at about 12pm. i had been up till 2:30am talking to Sarah on msn. she so nice...
i watched Monty Python whilst wrapping my presents for my family, didnt wrap Ami's becoz i want to make them look extra pretty. plus she seems to be making one hell of an effort with them.
i had a shower and some lunch and basically slacked the rest of the day.
i'm now watching the programme on Ian Huntley...its so interesting but in a weird way. its like, i dunno. like i wish there was a film about it, getting in the mind of Ian Huntley....its weird, i dont see him for what he really is, of course i think he's a piece of scum for what he has done to two innocent 10 year old girls but he seems more than that...plus no one knows why he did it, i want to know why he did it....ah well, in years to come hopefully my mind will be set at ease.
i hope i dont come out of this entry to my readers as a sick fuck that admires the likes of Ian Huntley, i really dont. i just want to know more about it...this is the only murder investigation that i have followed from the beggining to what seems to be a pit stop, not the end and i just want to know more, want to know why he did it, and even sickeningly how he did it.
maybe i am weird....
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[16 Dec 2003|04:34pm] |
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wierd...i went to bed and it was dark...i woke up 10 mins ago and its dark....i miss all the sunlight! i'm such an owl.
yeha so havent done anything today apart form slept but in the 10 minutes i have been awake i have been told by the rents that we're getting rid of AOL and getting BT. why? step-dadio said that BT is like a thai prostitute, cheaper and faster and more for your money....actually i just said that....thought it sounded funny....guess i was wrong...HEY! I'VE ONLY JUST WOKEN UP, GIVE ME A BREAK!....so yeah no more AOL buddies i guess, ah well, the important ones have my msn address so i'll still talk to them....maybe....
i'm really cold at the moment and it sucks, and i'm hungry and that also sucks.
the new cats STILL dont have names but they ARE still ugly.
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